he drops to his knees says please my love, please i'll kill who you hate, take off that dress, you won't freeze

i own a black and a red pair of saltwater sandals, i fantasize about wearing one of each out. i don’t think anyone would call me a fashion victim to my face but today after shopping in the store underneath my apt and getting some very strange looks i got into my car and noticed i was wearing a canadian tuxedo. fuck.

i went to see the kingdom today. it wasn't really what i wanted it to be. i guess jamie fox was the star because he was the only one that got any kind of depth of character. but he didn't even get much of that.

i've been watching a lot of bad tv. well no, just tv. but the worst show i have seen so far is moonlight, man never fucking watch this show. it is a piece of crap. which pretty much sucks because i like some o f the actors in it. i'm gonna give it one more chance, because everyone knows that pilots haven't even come close to finding their ground, and then i'm gonna chuck it.

it's ok, i know that i'm the only one that reads this blog, and most of the time i dont even read it. have you ever felt like even when you are talking out-loud you are only talking to yourself?

homer and i had a photo shoot


homer likes to paw his kibble out of the dish and on to the floor and then he eats it. he likes playing with hair ties and sometimes when i see this i feel like a bad mother who cant afford nice things for him.

i was tired at 1130 but now i'm awake. if i just lie in bed in the dark will i fall asleep. if i just keep free thinking in this blog will i finally spew out something profound?

i vacummed most of my apt today. and i cleared out some of the clutter. it has been a long time coming but it was totally worth it.

i want to kiss him on his forhead right along his hair line. i want it to be ok, and not awkward, but i think that , knowing me, it WOULD be awkward and i would probably end up breaking his nose. le sigh